Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life... You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry... you will someday.

A beautiful line from American Beauty....I havent cn the movie completely and so dunno the situation in which this appears...but it expresses the exact same emotions I have towards music....

Itz bn quite a while since I wrote somethin....Hv bn busy with lots of things and besides tht dint hv anythin inspirational to write...But hv found one...a big one or rather one of the biggest ones....LOVE...

I was never a huge fan/supporter of Love before marriage though i didn't have anything against it as well....I just had a neutral feeling about it...It was like if u Love someone get married to him/her...if u dnt hv plans for tht dnt do it...thts my principle....

having said all tht therez a tremendous change in perspective I see Love thanks to one of my friends...The guy happens to b my friend although I dnt knw the girl...No lemme rephrase that...I havent met the girl but yes I know her....therez a phrase called selfless love which I thought i could see only on the paper but these people showed it to me...

I know there has bn some probs off late....It is not fair on my part to reveal the cause of the prob but lemme safely say that its a factor outside these two...the way these two are going through pain to keep others happy I dnt know what to say...Beyond tht they want the other to b happy even if they are going thru hell...

I wish I could share couple of the girls messages...they were so touching tht it stung me the instant I read it....They manage to impart some amount of pain from the heart tht created it...I wuld hv bn happy if tht could hv dwindled her pain atleast by the same amount...But unfortunately, as much joy it gives Love hurts more...

I apologize to the two whom I had written about for I hvnt sought their acquiescence to write this...I really dnt have any business knowing/expressing my thoughts about others Love and pain but its just that I wanted to put my feelings in some form...This is my way of prayin to God to put an end to their woe...